nothing i write makes sense. i think im crazy.
actually. i know im crazy.
yeah that's about it. i've been up way to long and am a little sleep deprived.
but all i can keep thinking about is cigerettes.
fuck you nicotine sticks of happiness
FUCK YOU.
i think im gonna go finish my subway from earlier
and maybe smoke another cigg.. just maybe
how come after everything i just wanna say something hella fucked up
say a guy says "happy holidays!!!!"
i wanna be like go fucking shove a stocking down your throat you dumb ass peice of shit. no one cares. FUCK fucking christmas.. and FUCK YOU. i'm sick of this happy holidays shit. i wanna shove him down the fucking chimmney. god damn.
is that wrong?
i think im a little bipolar.
ha and i even went and got christmas stockings, candles, and a a mini looking tree thing for our house so we could make the house have more holiday spirit.. but yet i'm still so angry at everyone elses holiday spirit.
its like a hypocritical scrooge or something. yeah. i need help. a lot of help. actually tons of help.
someone save me from my mess of a mind.
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